i promised myself that i would finally allow myself to heal.
but that story just keeps repeating in my head.
and sadly it disgusts me.
i feel like i never even knew the real you.

i know it hurts, but it's what we call karma.
i can't bend over backwards for you any longer.
i guess you could say that my back is broken.
i'm sorry.
i still care, but i'm trying to let myself heal for once.

this was the best weekend i've had in sooo long...
i feel as though i owe miss kt lee and joan macrino a thank you for that one. i love you girls. <3

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today i wanted to kiss everyone's face because i fucking loved life.

( pull the motha fuckin trigga bitches )

it's like 7:30 and i should be at school, but i'm sitting here in a sweatshirt and my underwear waiting for my purple pants to be finished in the dryer. i slipped and fell in the parking lot at school today as i was getting out of my car. i only got one foot out of the car before i was on the sloshy ground. so my entire left leg and left side of ( Read more... )

today i realized that tragedy itself itsn't half as bad as the aftermath.

fuck.

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oddly enough, this is oh so true...

sometimes i want to take a bat to the mirror because the person it reveals disgusts me.

today is one of those days.

i need to check the mail.
i want to be "normal".

this is the first time that i've actually been at a complete loss of words.
i'm sorry.