So a second interview coming up in Santa Monica and a possible apartment sublet in south Philadelphia have nudged their way into the picture. The company in Santa Monica is already questioning whether or not I could fly out right away to meet everyone. The apartment in PA sounds nice but the fact it's already furnished and would have very little ( Read more... )

Well, it looks like the Philadelphia move may have built a little steam if everything works out. Kate's friends had a room open up in their house for $275 a month. Now, I need to figure out if I'd rather live in Los Angeles making moderate pay of about $20/hr but with astronomical rent rates or would rather live in Philadelphia with no job going ( Read more... )

A year ago today, things were going well.

On top of a Chicago rooftop. I wish I could have seen my next two years, up there. I could have kept from throwing away countless opportunities.

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I'm very anxious and nervous, today. I had nightmares all night and woke up feeling uneasy. I feel like something that is or was part of my life is very wrong, today. I don't know how else to explain it. Something just doesn't feel right ( Read more... )

To everyone in WI who's outside of my family: Do not come over. Do not call.

It's a bit unnerving to become conscious of the unconscious.

Yikes! I've moved from barely being able to keep my eyes open to feeling debilitating anxiety. I feel on the verge of a panic attack, suddenly. It seems my mood swinging violently between angry/depressed has changed to calm/anxious, lately ( Read more... )

Ohhhh I feel like my old self for the first time in two years. I'm not Nate PLUS another person.  I'm just me and I'm feeling quite content with that ( Read more... )

I'm gunning for broke, I guess!  More new clothing, today.  I also finally purchased a new pair of glasses frames (well.. it's one frame, not a pair ( Read more... )