OH FUNK!  I could have purchased an Alien Bees studio strobe setup for what I paid for clothes, today!  Craaaaap... where are my priorities!?  Cameras or clothing?  The choice is simple!  Doh.

How in the world did $250 only get me two pairs of pants and four shirts??  Well, at least I have more work clothes, now.  I would hate to move, be broke and THEN need to try and find work clothes ( Read more... )

Great... I thought I'd take a mental health test to see its evaluation of me. I took three different ones so far and they told me I have "prominent depressive symptoms" or "severe depression" and should "seek psychiatric consultation immediately" ... I'm going to try another test.

I couldn't sleep.  I woke up all night after having one disturbing nightmare after another.  I even woke up to the sound of me repeating "kill me." over and over outloud in my sleep (now tell me THAT wouldn't freak someone out if they were sleeping next to or near me! hah).  Ugh...  I feel like I slept on the grass outside.  It's one of those ( Read more... )

Well I just got done talking to her so, of course, I'm a bawling, disgusting ball of crap.  I guess it's time to have a drink and hope it relaxes me enough that I can sleep.  Of course, by 'a drink' I mean "enough to render an elephant a dead pile of flesh" ... It's sad how one can go from being straightedge to drinking responsibly to hating ( Read more... )

In short, I'm pissed. I spent the last three months mourning the loss of something I held dear but, as is always the case with me, I've grown to despise what has caused me so much grief and emotional pain. That occurs naturally but it also doesn't help that I have to sit and conjure up images of her in bed with someone else or entertain theories ( Read more... )

I'm taking Jonathan Ames' advice and adding psyllium fiber to my diet.  Why?  Because I eat the way a 6 year old would eat if you gave them full control over their diet and get NO vitamins, calcium, fiber or protein in my diet.  No dinner food?  Don't feel like putting together a suitable meal?  No problem.. I just down a bowl of Cocoa Puffs.  ( Read more... )

Dear... Lord...

I've just come back from viewing War of the Worlds and I do believe I should change my underpants. I've never been so terrified of computer-generated, fake machines before.  *shudder*  I left the cinema so tense that I literally felt sick to my stomach.  Yikes....

I need therapy or medication.  I need both.  I need to be pulled out of work by two large men and locked in a room with soft walls and no sharp objects ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that Snickers is SKINNY compared to this obese slug of a cat!  YOWSA!

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