Changes

[nattie_dino]

I'm trying to make all these changes in my life in an attempt to make myself feel better. I don't even know how I will feel better in some way? what is wrong with me...It is really hard to pinpoint. I don't know if it is a lack of direction, lack of self worth or what

Comments

[harliquinnraver]

what do you hate about yourself? i love everything about you. *hugs tight*

[nattie_dino]

aww darling there is so much I really wish I could change. Like my lack of direction, disorganisation, I'm slightly crazy and too exciteable much of the time, I chew too loudly, I'm unladylike, I have no filter from brain to mouth. the list goes on

[harliquinnraver]

if you take away all the interesting quirks, you would be dull! those are just things that everyone does. some people are incredibly organized. im not one of them. we are all a little crazy and excitable (me especially). who cares how loudly you chew? not every woman needs to be a 'lady'. im certainly not. if youre worried about the filter thing just try and be mindful of what you say.

[harliquinnraver]

i feel like a little self improvement never hurt anyone. i do what i can to improve small things about myself from time to time.

but no one is perfect. we all have our flaws and quirks. you have to learn to embrace them or you will be forever disappointed with yourself over the ones you cant change. know what i mean?

[ash_pixie]

*hugs* Sounds like you're beating yourself up over a bunch of things that make you different and unique and yes, sometimes maybe cause some issues with certain people... But like Harliquinnraver said, these are also things that make you unique and some of the stuff we think of when we think of you. Change what you feel you need to change - goodness knows I'm in the middle of changing some stuff I always thought was part of me too! - but please, make sure you're doing it because you actually want to and feel the need to and not because you feel society requires it.

As for the sense of direction thing - I totally hear you on that. I have an IQ through the roof and I'm working as a receptionist because I can't pick a thing and stick to it. I'm like "ooo shiny" and off to another interest.

Good Luck, and I know you said it above but I'll remind you again, you have friends who care about you - even though some of us are far, far away.

[nattie_dino]

thanks for understanding

~hugs~

You are a wonderful soul and I promise we will see each other again in this life time.

[lorisaza]

Hi there, awesome site. I thought the topics you posted on were very interesting

[miss_pink_paws]

We REALLY need to hangout sometime xoxox for chats and cocktails and hugs xxox I can relate to how you're feeling <3

[nattie_dino]

I would love it Emilie. I live outside of Brisbane in a quiet place. It may do you some good to come out of the city. I can take you for a walk in the forest, alternatively we could go to Mt Glorious for a walk in the rainforest. We could then sit down to some lovely cocktails. I have a huge collection of alcohols, probably 30 or 40 bottles of different fruity and fun flavours. I can make delicious things.

I have a car so could come get you. I'm going away for a few weeks but when I am back we should actually make this happen. We have been meaning to hang out for AGES.