Wanting More
Title: Wanting you
Rating : G
Pairing :One sided! Wonkyu, Onesided ! Simin, Slight ! HenMin
Genre : Romance, Angst
Words : 653
Waring: Lots of Onesided feelings...
Summary : The Day I first met you, You said you'd never fall in love....
It was basically another day in the Super Junior Dorm, only Kyuhyun was around surprisingly not on the laptop but busy watching the snow flakes drifting towards the freezing ground below.
Cradling the mug of warm caramel scented coffee in his hand, he leans his forehead against the frosty window the sensation stinging at first . He closes his eyes the tears almost leaving his eyes, barely holding them at bay recalling the conversation he and Siwon had about a week ago.
"What do you think about love , Hyung? " He asked over a cup of honey laced honey on a snowy day.
"Love you got to kidding me, I'm never going to fall in love, NEVER" Siwon said stressing unnecessarily on the last word.
Kyuhyun recoiled in surprise, "SERIOUSLY !?" Kyuhyun spluttered.
"What's surprising about that ? "Siwon asked matter-of-factly .
"Well You ! King of Skinship ! Hug Whore ! And all that !" Kyuhyun gestured wildly with those gestures Siwon loved using.
"Let's Just say there's too much work involved,"Siwon said sending a longing look towards Sungmin and Henry cuddled on the couch together, That didn't go unnoticed by Kyuhyun.
"I got to go Hyung, I have Dance practice with our resident Fishy couple" Kyuhyun smiled wryly at Siwon who was still Gazing longingly at the pink lover not even noticing Kyuhyuns departure from the breakfast table.
Kyuhyun held back tears of sadness as he dashed out of the dorm, away from Siwon and Everything connected to him.
Kyuhyun remembers how he first felt a diffrence of emotion towards his skinship hyung, all that Skinship has to amount to something, Kyuhyun thought to himself, sadly he was sadly mistaken,
Kyuhyun !
Kyuhyun sits up abruptly almost spilling the coffee in his hands, The warmth from the coffee giving him that slight sense of security. He peers cautiously from the door of his room surprised to see Siwon in the middle of the dorm with 3 bottles of wine in his hand and 2 wine glasses in the other.
"Hyung?"
"Ahh ! Kyuhyun ! Come Drink with me !" Siwon smiles dimples and all , the ones Kyuhyun can't resist.
"Sure" Kyuhyun says, abandoning the mug of caramel coffee, proceeding towards Siwon by the Tv.
They Drink, almost two bottles before Siwon starts Talking his words slurred from the effects of alcohol, "Who knew, Minnie and Henry would become exclusive" Siwon says absently.
Kyuhyun can feel his heart slowly breaking and yet he pulls that infamous smirk at Siwon hiding all emotions from his face,"When Sungmin moved out leaving me alone without my personal maid" Kyuhyun says nonchalantly.
Siwon hums, Still in deep thought of in Siwons case low mutterings and indecipherable curses."You like him don't you ?" Kyuhyun voices the unmistakable question.
Siwon doesn't answer instead he ponder for a few minutes by then Kyuhyun knows the answer before Siwon even voices it out, The intense look in his eyes is enough to let him know.
I Do
Kyuhyun stand abruptly shoving aside the wine glass, On the pretence of a sick stomach, Siwons mind was in too much of haze to notice the fact that Kyuhyun holds his liquor better than himself.
Kyuhyun comes out to see Siwon dozing lightly an empty wine glass in his hand tipped slighty in his palm. Kyuhyun smiles one of his rare smiles not a smirk but a smile a pure smile.
He leans in and lightly places his lips on Siwons, Lips against lips, Kyuhyun marvels , how they fit perfectly together, Kyuhyun whispers
I Love You
He knows there's no point as he scoops up his mug of cold caramel and pours it down the drain, Observing how the coffee rushing down the drain is the same as his hopes and dreams towards Siwon, All Gone.
Kyuhyun resumes his gazing out the window the snow reflecting his mood, "We'll only be friends in your eyes" Kyuhyun thinks to himself A bittersmile shaping on his lips
It's all I can hope for.....
As his heart takes on its steady beating