stayed home today..

slept.

sorry nik

..i had another one of those dreams

another time i had to wake up and come back to reality..sadly

i woke up and really didnt feel lik moving...i was thinking Way too much for 6am. got to school and went to tv pro where that fuckin bitch had to butcher our idea for the video, i felt better though when i heard someone saying they wanted to kill ( Read more... )

saturday nite was the show in secaucus...the guys took 2nd place - which was awsome! u guys really deserved 1st but the judging was gayed up like that... sunday i went to nik's house after she got back from PA and stayed the night...about 2 hours of her on the phone with ralph while i was online, playing pool at 2am to about 4, video games... - ( Read more... )

i had one of those dreams last night where everything is perfect..

but then you wake up,

realize it was just a dream

and then you're depressed x 1938475652839 all over again...

yesterday was a half day...sleeping in history until the person in front of me layed back and thier hair got all over my face..ew. after school, came home and slept till i showered and then picked up nik and jill...back to my house and got ready, guys picked us up and we left to get allie and mel (who i havnt seen in so long and im so glad i got ( Read more... )

ahhhh i love nik, she always knows JUST what to say to make me feel better <33 ( Read more... )

today was...boring. we got to sit out from gym cuz someone dropped a duce in the girl's locker room bathroom and the principal said the smell was hazardous to our health ROFL...o man, thats nasty as hell... lunch was lunch *lab is gay* and i was resting so nicely till nik started hitting me ( Read more... )

"look at the ridges on your dick...and remember thats where my hand fits perfectly" - nik ( Read more... )

listen, i know that i tell you to tell me how you feel but it seems like everytime you do, youre putting blame on me Some way or another on why you arent the "real you" around all of us. our convos usually end with me saying "sorry" or "thanks for telling me"...why am i sorry? what have i done to ever hurt you? do i put a gun to your head and tell ( Read more... )

the weekend came, and now its pretty much done - too quick....friday was the show at the boys' school then saturday slav, ralph, and alex came over meils' house with me and jill ( Read more... )