I know what the topic of this update should be. I know what I should do; I know what is expected of me. But fuck all that bullshit ( Read more... )

My college bound aspirations are fading. I know what I want to do I just dont want to do it now. I want to just leave in my car or a bus or a train or something. I just want to go and have no obligations, no responsibilites, nothing. I want to be absolutely free ( Read more... )

I Just wrote a long pretentious stupid fucking post. I decided that I didnt want to post it. sorry ( Read more... )

So as asked....here is a mans profession of his thoughts. Here is my update ( Read more... )

I have been compelled to update my Jive Journal, for better or wosre... here we go. Try and keep up ( Read more... )

Only because of Ben am I doing this:

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] Put this in your journal.

I'm really glad that I started this Journal. It's days like today that prove that it to me over and over again. Those introspective days. They are my best friend and worst enemy at the same time. I look back at days when I had everything but didn't have the fucking courage to see it. I look back at days when I was completely happy, but was looking ( Read more... )

I just got out of work about a half hour ago and for some reason i decided updating this goddamn loser journal would be a good idea. Why you might ask? I do not know ( Read more... )

I dont have much time for an UPFUCKINGDATE as Sarah would say, but I will try to make the most of the time that I have right now ( Read more... )

It is Sunday night at about twenty after nine and Kaley has propositioned me to upfuckingdate my Jive Journal, so here I sit. I figure with the dead in the background I am liable to write about anything so bear with me ( Read more... )