holy shit that explains a LOT

[naturalruckus]

DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:LowSchizotypal Personality Disorder:HighAntisocial Personality Disorder:ModerateBorderline Personality Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Personality Disorder:HighNarcissistic Personality Disorder:HighAvoidant Personality Disorder:Very HighDependent Personality Disorder:Very

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[anonymous]

sharin. Hi this is Josh. I'm Steve's little bi buddy. I think he told you teh story so you might know me as Banana Josh. Or Chaquita Man. Listen, I'm getting really worried about this dude. He says he is alright and he will tell you he is alright. But you gotta understand this kid like I and a few other people do. He NEVER NEVER EVER tells anyone his true emotions. So he may seem fine to you, he isn't. I gotta tell you. This kid is an emotional disaster. He never really killed himself but he did try last week, but he didn't because he said that maybe you would come back. Now he knows you wont and I am seriously afraid he will kill himself. I know not to take him lightly, when he says something he means it. He is nothing without you. He told me himself and I will quote him: "My whole life was sharin. Now that sharin is gone my life is gone" This kid is a fucking wreck. You should have seen him last week. He was crying in my arms telling me that he hopes you come back. Everyday and now this kid is worse. You gotta take him back you have

[naturalruckus]

Josh, he stoped by my house yesturday and we had a little talk... I am currently dating someone else...LONG story.. maybe steve will tell you but im not up for it.. anyway I am very willing to take him back but I need time. I love him too but I really need time.. I need a little space.. I need to clear my head to be able to be fully dedicated to him. I hope you understand that I am still in touch with him, and I want it to stay that way.. and ya I know how steve is but you just told me somethign that you were right I never knew. He never told me that the "Banana Josh" was the same person as the Josh he was messin with.. thanks for the info.. he always said it was someone else heh.. and three some??? he did say hed never ever do that with a guy... w/e not important at the moment. However someone should have said somethign to me earlier, I would have been more than willing to stay in touch. I want to stay in touch just for the mear fact that I do eventually want to be with him.. just not at this moment.. its to complicated over here