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Jan 15, 2005 22:54


there will never be a better time to say this.

I love you,
But you don’t know that.
Because,
I’m the girl you left behind.
The girl, who’s pain you could erase,
The boy who tore the smile right off her face.
He saw stars in her eyes,
But every night,
When she lays there and cries,
It becomes harder and harder for her heart to fight.
She remembers how she felt,
When her life begun to melt.
A shadow, covering the light,
That hides in the corner when the boy is in sight.
He left her behind,
He left her far behind.
He left all her hope outside to fade,
She thought, “if only I could trade”,
A new heart for me could be made.
So many times her world has come crashing down,
In her feelings and her pain she’s going to drown.
Her world came to a stop,
She found her dead end,
He could be at the top,
But it’s her heart he needs to mend.
I’m the girl you left behind,
The girl who’s pain you could erase,
The boy who tore the smile right off her face.
He saw stars in her eyes,
But every night,
When she lays there and cries,
It becomes harder and harder for her heart to fight.
I love you.
But you can’t see it,
Because,
I’m the girl you left behind.
She hurts so much,
She longs for his touch.
He walked away from her,
When she needed him most.
He walked away from me,
When he needed me most.
He walked away without even knowing,
I’m the girl he left behind.

When I first wrote it, i didn't like it much, i didn't think it really got the point across. But after tonight, it couldnt make more perfect sense. Every single word in that poem explains every single feeling that goes through my heart every second of everyday. I can't even begin to explain how well that poem explains me. For once, i absolutly love what i wrote, and it completely gets the point across..well if you know me it should.

I can't decide weither i should smile or frown. But i do know that i only hate you because i love you so much.

I can never stay mad at you for very long. I never could, and never will be able to. Because I melt when you hold me in your arms.

I would never turn away from you. I'm the girl you left behind
ignore the codes, typos.
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