Warning: this is long and full of rants

[natureluver12]

I don't seem to know anything anymore. I'm as helpless as a stuck pig, as my Grandma says. Her and I are two peas in a pod I guess, we both have NO idea what we are supposed to be doing. I'm so lost and confused right now, I just feel like running away, but to where, who knows? I never seem to make the right decisions, someone is always upset

Comments

[anonymous]

Well as for panicking... that makes two of us. @_@ <--- (crazy face) but hopefully I'll be able to talk to you soon. And i know what its like to wonder, and to feel useless and looked down on. Augh! but you have to believe that you ARE a good person. And you ARE capable. And look at the job, i think, as an open door. Well i just left ya a bunch of messages andlike i said i'll call soon
miss you TOnS... hang in there...
Amy

[relientmike]

I just got an email from the lady saying they wanted me, but they weren't sure of where I stood when it comes to the job becoming permanent. The trouble is, I don't either.

Mel, you need to tell them you are fine with the job becoming permanent if you think you can make it on what they will be paying you. Also, find out if the job would be full time if it was made permanent. You don't want to give them the idea that you are going to bail on them shortly into the job UNLESS the pay is not sufficient for you.

[marksreturn]

Hey Mel, here's a couple of things I want to say