= Girl freaking out.

Dec 02, 2005 07:47

I've been feeling particularly bothered as of late.
For a long time.
I've been hiding so deep within myself that I'm lost. Even my masks wear masks to hide from you, and you, and especially you, and even from each other. We don't know ourselves. I'm sick of that. You don't know me. There's not really much to know, not really much to hide ( Read more... )

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___januarygirl December 3 2005, 00:15:43 UTC
Mollie, you are awesome. All the things listed above merely summarize the lives of many college students. And those who don't have those specific habits have others. You are not hurting anyone with any of those things. So why agonize? You are a wonderful molliefriend.

Mary

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naughtibiscotti December 3 2005, 11:27:55 UTC
**BIG SIGH**
Thank you. I know I'm one of the millions, eh? But knowing that's not enough... I need to stop being so obsessed with who I appear to be.
I'm so very tyring.

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plathsrevenge December 3 2005, 00:24:11 UTC
why do we crucify ourselves everyday?

i know the guilt,
you know the guilt,
and mary knows the guilt
we all suffer through it in different ways,
but all holding hands

don't take zoloft, dear one
you've seen what it did to me.
we can't settle for drugging ourselves to survive in this world
somehow, we will make it,
and make beautiful things for those who will appreciate them.
let's begin our zine tomorrow.
and through that, maybe we can both begin to feel motivated
to craft weeping willow into the masterpiece it begs to be.

i send you warmth and love.
speak soon. ♥

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naughtibiscotti December 3 2005, 11:28:47 UTC
Let's.
I'll try not to let the fact I have an A+P exam on Tuesday completely destroy me.

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