dry those eyes my dear...
just forget about it, anything i said about it
drive away tonight you think it's fine
you put it all inside and run, and never look behind
it's all the same besides the fact that it's mine
think of me when you're dreaming and know
that i'm wide awake and thinking of you
cause i swear when you're there alone
know that i'm wide awake tonight
you could hold my heart
it's all yours if you want
just forget about, set your mark and keep around it,
thoughts that are, just the opposite of you
it happens everytime you fall
you write it off and say "well i'll be fine just let me try too"
and sing to me, when you're sinking
and you know that i'm wide awake and watching for you
cause i swear when you're there alone
know that i'm wide awake tonight
you could hold my heart
it's all yours if you want it
i'm letting you know now
dont wait...just tell me all about it
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OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh
Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go
Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you
Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
"The Art of letting go" :: Mikaila
Have you ever...
been drunk?: many times. i miss it sometimes
smoked pot?: yep ::sigh::
been dumped?: yes
shoplifted?: yes
been fired?: nope
had sex?: :-/ yeah
had a threesome - kissing or otherwise?: yes..wouldnt you like to know which way
snuck out of your parent's house?: yes
been arrested?: nah
made out with a stranger?: yes..well he kinda was
stole something from your job?: yes
celebrated new years in times square? i want to..but no
went on a blind date?: yes.once and NEVER again
lied to a friend?: yes
had a crush on a teacher?: yes
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans?: once again..i want to
been to europe?: not yet
skipped school?: yes
thrown up from drinking?: ew.yes
lost your sibling?: no
played 'clue'?: yea
had a sleepover party?: yes. i miss those days
went ice skating?: yes. never again
cheated on a bf/gf?: :-/ yeah unfort
been cheated on?: yes
had a car?: not of my own yet
drove?: uh yeah
Do you...
have a bf?: no.me and guys dont get along i guess
have a gf?: Kim is my lover
have a crush?: um
feel loved?: by some people
feel lonely?: yes
feel happy?: eh. ive been better
hate yourself?: Sometimes
think your attractive?: not right now
have a dog?: :( no i want one LOTS
have your own room?: not yet
listen to rap?: not really it depends
listen to rock?: all the time
listen to soul?: sometimes
listen to reggae?: sometimes
paint your nails?: yes
have more than 1 best friend?: yes
get good grades?: no school
play an instrument?: keyboard
have slippers?: yes
wear boxers?: nah
wear black eyeliner?: yes
like the color blue?: yep
like the color yellow?: YEEEEP :D
like to read?: startin to like it again
like to write?: yea
have long hair?: eh..kinda..when its straight
have short hair?: nah..well its kinda short when its curly
have a cell phone?: yes
have a laptop?: i wish
have a pager?: nah
Are you...
ugly?: i tend to think so sometimes
pretty?: i can be
cute?: i guess
ok?: hm sure
bored?: usually
happy?: eh
bilingual?: no
white?: yea
black?: no
mexican?: no
asian?: no
short?: yea
tall?: no
grounded?: no
sick?: yes
a virgin?: no. i wish
lazy?: yes
single?: yes
taken?: no
looking?: yes
not looking?: no
talking to someone?: ?
IMing someone?: yes. joel
scared to die?: eh. sometimes
tired?: not really
sleepy?: um
annoyed?: yes
hungry?: not really. havent been lately
thirsty?: a little
on the phone?: not yet
in your room?: no
thinking something?: yes
eating something?: no
in your pj's?: no
ticklish?: very
where?: i'm not telling you
listening to music?: yes Letter Kills <33
favorite scent?: the ocean and guys who smell good
ice cream?: cookies n cream or choc. chip cookie dough. or mint choc chip...or coconut<3