Mr. Mike, it sounds to me like you are suffering from a bout of depression. Speak to your doctor about it... not that I encourage anyone to go the pill route that I have, but there might be something that will give you the positive outlook you need.
sometimes i wish i could sleep and hang out with friends.
do you mean "sometimes I wish I could sleep, (<- note the comma here) and hang out with friends.", or as you put it - "sometimes I wish I could sleep (no comma) and hang out with friends"? Cause I mean I might be a 'mo, but we're bros man. I'll have to turn you down on the offer. Besides, I think Melissa would kick my ass if we got in a fight. Oh she looks cute, petite, and innocent ... but I bet when she lunges, it's all game! I don't wanna have my eyes scratched out or nothin!
You're too cute to beat up. But that doesn't mean I couldn't do it.... ;)
And Mike, I agree with Kelly. At the very least talk to your doctor, it's not going to hurt anything. As much as spending time together is great, I don't think it should be the only thing you look forward to. You should be able to have a good time on your own...
Also if you could turn the 'things' we find 'fun' into a way to make money, I think we would all be dead within 6 months, if not less ;)
In all honesty, that would be incredible. There isn't a person on the planet that doesn't wish that. Don't feel like there's something wrong with you for feeling that way. BUT if it is a bout of depression that you're going through, you are going to feel like there's something wrong with you. The only way to get through that is to go on meds (which never worked for me), or figure out what's causing you to feel the way you are and do something to change it, which is what I did (and you should know what i'm referring to here). Anyway, I'm no doctor, just speaking from experience on this one. Not to mention that I feel I've already said more than I'd like to on a public post.
Mostly what I was feeling is more like boredom. I've kind of figured out my job and the challenges there don't really change that much. Thank god I'm floating around and not stuck on one unit. I guess I sort of started feeling this way on sunday when I had to leave while I was still having a good time and before I really had a chance to "come down".
Boo hoo. Woe is me. etcetera.
The only thing I don't like about working evenings is that I get home from work and it's too late to go out anywhere and then I sleep for a few hours and then there isn't really a lot of time to do that much before I have to go to work again.
I'm basically just whining.
This weekend we can celebrate Curtis' birthday and then do father's days things. I'm sure everything will be fine.
I'm off for 11 days starting on Saturday so I'll have plenty of time for fun then.
I completely understand. I feel absolutely devastatingly alone when I am not with Chris. And I am feeling horribly depressed as well (if that is in fact what you are feeling). I hope it passes so I can enjoy my wedding and not wish it all over with as soon as possible.
So poolwise, this weekend is not great, maybe later in the afternoon on sunday, but saturday we have a shower to go to, and then I need to rest.
I just need to remember that classic Pet Shop Boys song and stop being boring.
Sunday is no good for poolation because I have a father's day thing that I can't blow off but maybe later in the week or something. I'm really looking forward to luckies and pool fun times like last summer.
totally excellent idea. I get alternating weekends off. I'm off this coming weekend and the next but neither is good because of father's day and then a wedding... but as early as two weeks from then I should be available... except that's Canada Day isn't it... hmmm... and then the weekend after that I have another wedding... so maybe two weekends after that?
Or maybe a midweek or friday night bbq?
Call me... the above makes it seem like I'm really busy but I'm not. for real. My schedule is literally wide open so ... let me know.
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do you mean "sometimes I wish I could sleep, (<- note the comma here) and hang out with friends.", or as you put it - "sometimes I wish I could sleep (no comma) and hang out with friends"? Cause I mean I might be a 'mo, but we're bros man. I'll have to turn you down on the offer. Besides, I think Melissa would kick my ass if we got in a fight. Oh she looks cute, petite, and innocent ... but I bet when she lunges, it's all game! I don't wanna have my eyes scratched out or nothin!
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And Mike, I agree with Kelly. At the very least talk to your doctor, it's not going to hurt anything. As much as spending time together is great, I don't think it should be the only thing you look forward to. You should be able to have a good time on your own...
On that note, I'm going for drinks with my mum :)
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In all honesty, that would be incredible. There isn't a person on the planet that doesn't wish that. Don't feel like there's something wrong with you for feeling that way. BUT if it is a bout of depression that you're going through, you are going to feel like there's something wrong with you. The only way to get through that is to go on meds (which never worked for me), or figure out what's causing you to feel the way you are and do something to change it, which is what I did (and you should know what i'm referring to here). Anyway, I'm no doctor, just speaking from experience on this one. Not to mention that I feel I've already said more than I'd like to on a public post.
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Boo hoo. Woe is me. etcetera.
The only thing I don't like about working evenings is that I get home from work and it's too late to go out anywhere and then I sleep for a few hours and then there isn't really a lot of time to do that much before I have to go to work again.
I'm basically just whining.
This weekend we can celebrate Curtis' birthday and then do father's days things. I'm sure everything will be fine.
I'm off for 11 days starting on Saturday so I'll have plenty of time for fun then.
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And I am feeling horribly depressed as well (if that is in fact what you are feeling). I hope it passes so I can enjoy my wedding and not wish it all over with as soon as possible.
So poolwise, this weekend is not great, maybe later in the afternoon on sunday, but saturday we have a shower to go to, and then I need to rest.
I want school to be over asap.
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I just need to remember that classic Pet Shop Boys song and stop being boring.
Sunday is no good for poolation because I have a father's day thing that I can't blow off but maybe later in the week or something. I'm really looking forward to luckies and pool fun times like last summer.
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haha.
xo//andy
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I get alternating weekends off. I'm off this coming weekend and the next but neither is good because of father's day and then a wedding... but as early as two weeks from then I should be available... except that's Canada Day isn't it... hmmm... and then the weekend after that I have another wedding... so maybe two weekends after that?
Or maybe a midweek or friday night bbq?
Call me... the above makes it seem like I'm really busy but I'm not. for real. My schedule is literally wide open so ... let me know.
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