*~*There's no subject for life as it is now...*~*

[navaehs_tear]

*~*I wish that I would just disappear...because then no one would like/love me and I wouldn't have to hurt anyone...and all the pain that I feel and the other person would/is feeling wouldn't have to feel it any more. My past couple of weeks have had a very big variation...one day being happy and then the next I'm bawling my eyes out b/c of my own

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[psycho_kid]

Don't say that, I loved the times we had together. Last night I was crying because I thought about all the good times we had together, and because I went against my heart and made the decision. I still love you to death and would do anything for you, I never want you to go away, I'd still go crazy if you just left in any way fashion or form. I look back at the times at the bowling alley, green way, my house, and smile, then I start to cry because I know I'll miss all of them. Just keep in mind what I told you last night about 2nd chances if you ever want one, I just ask of one thing, to get things straight with him and to make sure he won't bother you anymore. These are my parting words, but I still never want to say goodbye.