back in geneva, and completely brain dead. coffee isnt kicking in either and ihave work to do. yum ( Read more... )

i'm going back to geneva tomorrow. to all those i won't see again, for at least six months ( my last exam is mid-july), goodbye. if i saw you, it was good to see you. if not, i'm sorry i didn't. anyway. i'm also glad to go back and see my swiss kids,dim, heloise, chirine, which i think you all have not heard of much, guillaume, etc ( Read more... )

merry christmas all of ye!

being home is fun. especially seeing my sis and getting the car and hence going out at night.

but i'm sad about mattias leaving tomorrow. cause i wont see him for another couple months. like 6. jesus.

i will be home later today.

yet another dorm party tonight.. woo hoo. turns out that HE might be there. which is unexpected cause i was thinking about inviting him then decided not to which was easy cause ididnt see him. but the good friend he has who lives here might. and when i told this good friend of his about my plight, as i have told the ENTIRE WORLD about it, he said ( Read more... )

also, my dorm is having another party on friday, and i am planning to get drunk since i havent in a while and feel like i need it. so there will be much fucking around, woo-hoo! hopefully he wont be there so i wont have to be embarrassed about it. fuck him ( Read more... )

now i am miserable again, but resigned to the fact that this boy is not interested me and that's okay. i just felt like i had met someone who really interested me for once, not just in some silly immature half-assed way. oh well. such is life, unfortunately. i hate having to resign myself to things like this. grr ( Read more... )

go check out curt's pictures. they make me homesick and thrilled to get back. that was poor english ( Read more... )

to those who are have helped me calm the fuck down a little when i was flipping out: thank you, for your wise advice, for not just telling me how much of a drama queen i am and listening, etc. i appreciate it. and need you all around cause i do this wayyy too much.

i am calm now; i have accepted my fate.

happy international human rights' day!

and now i understand nothing ( Read more... )