::SOB::
Oh my god! I can't believe this happened!
1/27/05
Wow.... Hey All.
::dusting off shirt from sitting in the attic so long::
Yes, we all need to talk… but there has been no way for me to really do this.
I know... hasn’t been a very fun time for me either.
I would much rather write you all in a well informed postcard in a few weeks when we launch my site here. This way I can hear back from you as well and then things will feel a bit more normal to all of us.
= )
Mostly, I needed to reach out to let you all know that I have been forwarded your wishes, words and sentiments and I cannot thank you all enough for the overwhelming love and support these last few weeks. Hell, it has been that way for years... and every word has been heard... and it has all truly touched my heart.
I did not wish to lose you guys. I think after all this time together you had to have known SOMETHING was up. There was a reason I was not around. And here we are.
As you may have read I will no longer be a member of the band. I know most of you were confused if not angered by this news.
I wish there was some bright rainbow of an answer here.... but there is not.
I am really uncertain on what to say to you all... it has been so personal.... and while you are all part of the things that inspire me to do what I do.... there are certain things in my life I find a bit difficult to explain. For myself as well... but the thing I really need you all to understand is I have never purposely tried to be distant to you all. That is not why I am on this planet. I hope I have made that obvious all these years.
So until I launch this site, and until we can chat back and forth.... please excuse my lack of detail and accept this post as a way of me saying..... for the love of Moses.... I am not going anywhere for any long period of time. I am here and I certainly have no intention on losing you all again.
Since we last saw each other I have been fidgeting around in the attic and have worked on some incredible projects, musically and otherwise, that I can’t wait to share with you all in a few weeks. It has become a really exciting time for me. I know this does not seem like something you want to hear.... but that is who I am. No matter what situation I have been in, I have worked really hard to make it a better one. I have tried to instill the same things in all of you throughout the years... and I live what I preach. So here we go.
Again, to say reading your thoughts have been the most energizing, driving, inspiring and truly just plain comforting feeling would be a terrible understatement... for each of you that has spoken such beautiful thoughts... I thank you. For those of you who remain angry... I have little to say other than to open your eyes and listen to your heart.
You have trusted me this long.... and I have been so lucky to have you all in my life...
This will certainly not change... and in a few weeks... will be great to see your faces once again.
Please check back sometime next week for word on the Grand Opening of adamgaynor.net
and we'll have a little tea and catch up.
: )
I'm looking forward to that....
All my love... and then some,
Adam
1/27/05
Wow.... Hey All.
::dusting off shirt from sitting in the attic so long::
Yes, we all need to talk… but there has been no way for me to really do this.
I know... hasn’t been a very fun time for me either.
I would much rather write you all in a well informed postcard in a few weeks when we launch my site here. This way I can hear back from you as well and then things will feel a bit more normal to all of us.
= )
Mostly, I needed to reach out to let you all know that I have been forwarded your wishes, words and sentiments and I cannot thank you all enough for the overwhelming love and support these last few weeks. Hell, it has been that way for years... and every word has been heard... and it has all truly touched my heart.
I did not wish to lose you guys. I think after all this time together you had to have known SOMETHING was up. There was a reason I was not around. And here we are.
As you may have read I will no longer be a member of the band. I know most of you were confused if not angered by this news.
I wish there was some bright rainbow of an answer here.... but there is not.
I am really uncertain on what to say to you all... it has been so personal.... and while you are all part of the things that inspire me to do what I do.... there are certain things in my life I find a bit difficult to explain. For myself as well... but the thing I really need you all to understand is I have never purposely tried to be distant to you all. That is not why I am on this planet. I hope I have made that obvious all these years.
So until I launch this site, and until we can chat back and forth.... please excuse my lack of detail and accept this post as a way of me saying..... for the love of Moses.... I am not going anywhere for any long period of time. I am here and I certainly have no intention on losing you all again.
Since we last saw each other I have been fidgeting around in the attic and have worked on some incredible projects, musically and otherwise, that I can’t wait to share with you all in a few weeks. It has become a really exciting time for me. I know this does not seem like something you want to hear.... but that is who I am. No matter what situation I have been in, I have worked really hard to make it a better one. I have tried to instill the same things in all of you throughout the years... and I live what I preach. So here we go.
Again, to say reading your thoughts have been the most energizing, driving, inspiring and truly just plain comforting feeling would be a terrible understatement... for each of you that has spoken such beautiful thoughts... I thank you. For those of you who remain angry... I have little to say other than to open your eyes and listen to your heart.
You have trusted me this long.... and I have been so lucky to have you all in my life...
This will certainly not change... and in a few weeks... will be great to see your faces once again.
Please check back sometime next week for word on the Grand Opening of adamgaynor.net
and we'll have a little tea and catch up.
: )
I'm looking forward to that....
All my love... and then some,
Adam