Tallahassee - My kind of Town - Ranting and Certainly NOT Raving - Spilling YOUR Dirt and MINE

[navycs]

Hello... my name is Cheri and I live in TALLAFUCKINHASSEE!! Ok... my loathe for this town is certainly at a peak so it is most certain that I must express my gratitude to my internal growth. Had a great beginning of my night... houka bar - yes... I was at PEACE. Straight Arabs... love me. Wallahi... we get along great. Because unlike most

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[noamateursinner]

I can't stand all of the drama this town seems to suck in. Which is why my girlfriend & I are staying away from Down Below, Jade, and Brothers from now on. Sounds like you had one hell of a bad weekend. You should hang out with us sometime. We have a small group these days - we've tried to weed out the drama-queens. :-)

But who knows... you might have heard tons of bullshit about us. Isn't it funny how Tally works? ... and I mean that in the "un-funny" way.

[navycs]

Nope... haven't heard shit - to be honest I wouldn't pay attention to it if I heard it, and I would try to stay away from whoever was talking. Those are the ones who generally talk about everyone and of course know me so well - right? If you didn't get the gist of the post - I'm the plague - as I'm sure you've heard. It has been pointed out to me specifically - and I was just annoyed when I wrote that post - but I meant every word. I still go out, I just do my own thing - hang out with my fag and straight friends. I refuse to be submit to anyone's exile. To me that just says I let them win if I stay in - and quite honestly I love to dance - it's actually more like I have to. I am stubborn when it comes to doing what's right. Went to DB friday with a few friends of mine, including one who leaves for Iraq in 2 weeks so we got tipsy. Danced with my Cuban friend Anlys. Went out saturday to Brothers - Danced with my gay (male) friends. Normally I don't go out dancing so much... but I was deprived of dancing for so long I need it

[lthedreamsrgone]

Hey there CHeri, its been a long time since running into you last. I have read your entries and i was not really sure what to say about you and sarabeth because you are so damned strong it did not seem like you needed comforting or adive. So i kept my nose out of it. I met you and Rheannaround about the same time and was there when you and sarabeth started dating and you did TRY to make things easier for everyone on all sides. I remeber. i was there. I KNOW you are a good person and that shit happens sometimes no matter how hard you try to keep the peace. Do not let the drama and bullshit in this small town gay community break your spirit. There are great women out there.....i think the kind you will most enjoy will not be a bar fly anyway. ;-) I hope things work out for you! Next time you go to the hooka bar gimmie a call!

[navycs]

Linda, you have to call me - I had to get a new phone when mine accidently broke. Usually there is a group that goes up to Cafe shisha on saturdays at 10 (they have a belly dancer)- But I go up all the time. (I will be up there this saturday if you want to come) yeah... I'm actually happy about the break up now. Excited actually. Don't think I'm gonna be able to salvage a friendship out of it though - which is a shame, but I'm out for my ultimate happiness anyways. Yeah... I'm over the bar scene here big time. I'm just gonna sit back and let fate steer me. The best schooling I got out of this relationship was no more friends with benefits, and no more one night stands. Not that I was a big one night stand girl before, but I let the occasional one slip in. I'm just gonna focus on school and adventure, and if I meet my dream girl - because I will not settle for less at this point - great. I'm not rushing into anything. I am actually at this awesome stage in my life, I have a lot going for me - and I love my life.