I drank too much coffee and I'm waiting for the mail

[nawezireck]

So I'm gonna do memes cuz I'm bored and don't have the motivation to do anything else.

Post the first sentence of the first entry each month this year.

January: Alright I need to sit down and write this shit out.

February: I just took a shower, I'm nice and warm and listening to Willie Nelson.

March: Mudvayne kicked the shit out of me, I can'

Comments

[yiyo_chan]

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Sleeping, laying around, sitting around, the general nothing I let take up my time.
Well, i'm heading to the same state.... and it doesn't feel good.

You wanna leave the country ? you could try to hop on a plane with Kayla and let me smother you both over here. -is cheaper travelling from US to Argentina XD - Yes, i know, a gal can dream. :/

[nawezireck]

It's really awful, at first it was nice to not have anything to do, but eventually that overwhelming feeling of being a useless failure sinks in and doing leisurely activities just makes me feel like an ass.

Out of curiosity I checked and it's a little over $1,000 round trip. I promise if any hot deals come up I would definitely love to visit you.

[yiyo_chan]

For us is like arg$4000 plus taxes and shit which ends up being like arg$2000 or similar more just because we live in a 3rd world country... ( which is more than $1000 X_X. Dollar to peso relation is totally fucked up )

[nawezireck]

O_o that's crazy. Maybe I'll set up a yiyo fund so one day in the future I'll come down and harass you for a few weeks XD Damn I wish I was a rich kid, I'd totally already have the trip planned :(

[aeliasnymph]

<3333

I don't really have much else to say, this was just nice 'cause it gave me a good look at your life for the past year and showed me more of yourself since we're NEW FRIENDS and all. I'm sorry about all the shittyness and hope you can get out of the funk. I'm going through one too, they're never fun. :(

[nawezireck]

I was actually thinking this would be helpful for any new LJ friends I made.

The more I think about my 'funk' the more it sounds like clinical depression. Lack of motivation and interest in things once enjoyed, over or under sleeping, constant body aches for no explainable reason, general feeling of helplessness/apathy. I'm just not suicidal or 'sad' so I don't fit the description fully. This feeling is so familiar to me though, I've felt this way for years, I'm just normally able to distract myself better and not sink into it so much. Oi vey.

[ketene]

Dude this was the most depressing survey lol.

Actually there's a ton of shit you mentioned that I totally should've mentioned and I forgot. LIKE I FORGOT TO MENTION H2. WHOOPS. Ugh!

[nawezireck]

Ugh I know, I need me some zoloft.

LOL I was surprised you hadn't mentioned it :-P

[ketene]

Oh yeah but saying you got excited over burritos made me ROFL. Sooo true. I totally want one but Ihop wiped my checking account, I got overdrawn and I had to transfer from savings. So I have $1.68 in my checking account now and like $8 in savings. AWESOME.