Comments | nawimjustaworm: this is what happened:

nawimjustaworm

this is what happened:

Aug 20, 2005 02:23

i almost couldn't make it. letting go and turning to watch him step back into that little green honda civic. and close the door. smiling sadly and reaching up to grab that kiss i blew. it felt so...final. the clicking of my heart to autopilot, the slammig of his door, that strange twitch that pulled his mouth down and up so fast that i almost ( Read more... )

Comments 5

ayamcs August 20 2005, 17:11:05 UTC

my recent moments have been filled with all this, too.

nawimjustaworm August 20 2005, 21:38:28 UTC

man, it's good to know that i'm not alone. i'm sorry though, it's not particularly the funnest thing to go through...

ayamcs August 21 2005, 09:26:34 UTC

no, not particularly that,
but that deep black hole that opens up behind the sternum, i find that it is most often accompanied by a small and singular reflexive smile, whether or not sensed in the moment.
it is a tiny consolation, but a true one.

nawimjustaworm August 23 2005, 04:11:38 UTC

i agree, completely. life is just funny and just plain fun all at once, don't you think?

cryptogenic August 22 2005, 03:33:07 UTC

Hey. I invite you to join my new community, thoughts_secret, inspired by PostSecret. :) Give it a shot.