uncertainty - im tired of it

[nayish]

 I have such a hard time with blogging anymore.. I remember a few years ago I could write a book about my life every day, and never run out of things to talk about.
Im not sure its really that I have nothing to talk about more than lately I dont know HOW to talk about my life. I keep thinking to myself ok I want to write a post in LJ and get some

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[fairyhead]

I'm so for the frustration. That's particularly irksome in regards to your manager. I wish folks wouldn't do that to coworkers. Being disrespectful doesn't accomplish anything in the workplace.

[nayish]

Well thats the whole problem...According to my trainer, my boss feels like I ask unnecessary questions because I should or do already know the answer, but am looking for validation and or for my trainer to make the decision for me. She feels I dont take ownership of my projects.
BUT, when I do take ownership, and make a decision on how to handle a problem with my file, and I turn out to be wrong and have my file rejected. THEN she's on my ass about how I should have known better by now, how I should have asked blah blah blah
When it comes down to it she makes me feel particularly stupid, and apparently Im not the only one. I could complain to HER boss, but then she'd just come at me even more.. Bleh

[zahrimsthoughts]

*gives you a lolly pop*

[nayish]

OoooOooo yaaaaay :D