Tiff I forgot to say this!!! I Hope you feel better soon!!! I promise I won't make any more chipmunk jokes. I really don't like it when you're sad though. I'll try to make you happy! don't know how but I will!

"I'd give you my hand if you'd reach out and grab it let's walk away from this hell" My theme line...

Grah...I'm gonna move on. I'm tired with all this pain. I have Parabol and Parabola stuck in my head. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY FORD!!!! TOOL IS A GREAT BAND!!! AND THE SONGS ROCK! Yeah so I don't have to wake up till 12 monday, tuesday, and wednesday of this week cause the freshman and sophomores are taking the csaps. hahahaha I laugh at you. Then ( Read more... )

Perhaps I should just keep my mouth shut while I'm at church. Apparently my sarcasm gives others ideas...ideas I have to implement...(-.-)...grah the adults were talking about what we should do this wednesday for an activity...(I haven't gone to wednesday activities for like...5 years)...well someone said "Let's learn a new sport" so I jokingly ( Read more... )

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Everyone I'm sorry for the past month. I have not been myself. This past week or so I have been going back to how I was and now I think I can be who I was before...I think I can move on. That is if people want me to. For anyone who ever doubted me...I'm sorry...but I assure you...when you call I will come. When you fall I will catch you. And when ( Read more... )

I got a rose for Elfy...I'm going to my sanctuary today with Morgan to...in a way...give it to Elfy. I hope I can make it through this now...

It seems I've pissed off the most important person in my life...I didn't even know it. Oh well...screw this all!!!!!! I'm just gonna let go. (^^) I'm just gonna let go of all this pain and anxiety and frustration...I'm just gonna relax and take life in stride. Whatever happens, happens and I'm just gonna take it as it comes. I'm sorry for all the ( Read more... )

...plagued by these wounds that will not heal...Why does this hurt so much? Didn't go to school today. Told my parents I wasn't feeling well. And while it's true I'm not feeling well...I didn't mean it in the way they thought. I suffer in a different way. *sighs* It seems I've slept the day away...and I think I'll sleep some more. What would happen ( Read more... )

Why is it everytime I let my guard down...it seems the world comes crashing down upon me. And why is it that everytime I decide to trust someone I get let down. And why is it everytime I love someone...I end up alone? I'm 0 for 2 now. It's funny the things I'm remembering now...how these painful memories went away for that short time I was happy. ( Read more... )

Given the current circumstances...I'm actually semi happy. Despite that it's drawing nearer to feb. 11th which is going to be the day from hell. I swear to god I will take no shit that day. I might stab an extra few people with my pencil that day...just for shits and giggles. On the plus side I got to hang out with Morgan a bit. Despite the fact ( Read more... )