I realize, that I have left you untouched, even though many things have happened recently that are worthy of reflection. I know that you understand and that you will be here for me when I finally decide that you are worth updating. but now is not that time.
Sincerely,
Antonio
Your Creator.

so...
got cheated of seeing jessica on her birthday.
missed getting a job app in today.
but at least I'm drunk.
Thats good.
if anyone can think of a good western that I might have not seen (e.g., not Tombstone, The good/bad/ugly, etc.) please suggest it.

I started running again. I think it will be a good way to keep occupied. Sarah left for mexico, you know. I can already do five miles again in about 50 minutes. I need to bring that down still, but its not a bad start ( Read more... )

Bank accounts always look worse on monday.

Oh, by the way, everyone should go listen to Regina Spektor. Seeing as she will one day be my wife. www.reginaspektor.com

its tough to sit down and study. this is on par with job hunting and teaching little kids as something that I would want to do ( Read more... )

So the day just got better and better, as my second wind kicked in and I started to get to mosh. The mexican invasion into the pit around Misery Index was a fun time, as was seeing a short black guy who looked like he was being ridden by a Loa of war. He just couldnt get enough impacts put into him. I almost was getting emotional when Pig Destroyer ( Read more... )

so, my weekend was pretty fucking incredible. It starts out with me taking a bus to baltimore in order to go to Baltimore Death Fest, and that was possibly the worst bus trip I have ever been on. THREE kids on the bus, screaming constantly, one of whom shit the floor while we were halfway between the stop. I got off of that with a pounding headache ( Read more... )

I am leaving town for a weekend.
I will be armed with caffeine pills, booze and positive vibes.
I will relocate for a while in fair baltimore, where I will mosh the fuck out of myself and my negative emotions.
Hopefully, life will return to normal afterwards. Or at least, a nicer form of wierd.
Baltimore Death Festival. This is going to rock.

So much has happened recently, that I think I'm just going to keep writing like anyone who would stumble onto this would actually know whats happening in my head.

Its creepy, how some sounds have a knee-jerk reaction. the chairs in mirror lake every now and then make a squeak that sounds eerily like my alarm clock's ring. I end up jumping, and wondering if I am awake enough to face the day, then I realize that its three in the afternoon, and I am most definitely not.