Tomorrow I am waking up, packing, taking william over to kyles and driving home until around sunday. It should be fun to be home and see a bunch of people, but its always different ever time I go home. It will be nice to talk and someone beyond myself listens. I hope I get to see susan a good amount, I also have plans with paul and linda. I was ( Read more... )

I think one of the worse things aboutg breaking up is when you come across things on a daily basis that remind you of that person, or things that you want to share with them but know you couldnt or shouldnt. With Josh it was things like music, food, curry, chai and such but with eric its a whole other beast. Eric was very big on superficial pop ( Read more... )

RelationshipDurationReason for breakup Ryan 8 months officially
3 years unoffociallyAfter 3 years I realized I was being used,lied to cheat on and emotionally and physically scared for the rest of my life.Josh5 monthsHis reason " I want to be single"; also, resentment, unhappiness, abuse and being generally unappreciated or loved. Like many of my ( Read more... )

 So my diet was sort of ruined by pizza yesterday and a funnel cake today but i am going to try and fix all of that this week. Either im going to work out tonight, but I dont see it happening or ill workout for twice as long tomorrow and keep going to the gym all week long. Ill possibly do some crunches and leg lifts before bedtime ( Read more... )

So last night I deleted my myspace after about 3 years of having it. I just feel like I need to make a few changes and im sick of seeing certain peoples profiles and feeling shitty. I love that I could share my photos and get comments but its just didnt feel worth it anymore ( Read more... )

So susan has been MIA and its not like im not used to this but I kind of just wanted to talk to her about some stuff thats been going on in my head. I saw her when I went home but I really needed to talk about somethings and i felt like I didnt get to at all ( Read more... )

ok, so I love jesus, this is true. I also love christmas when its december,cold and time for it! Today I heard a christmas song on the radio, christmas tree stores setting up and christmas commericals on tv. Is there some rule now about the monday after halloween that we all start celebrating christmas? All I know is that it really isnt about jesus ( Read more... )

I went home this past weekend. I saw my dad, I saw my sis, my aunt, my grandma, my grandpa and sue. I also ran into mike martin while I was getting my starbucks fix,turns out he works there. We hung out, it was cool. We hadnt seen eachother for 3 years. But I am back in tallahassee and of course just waiting for the next time I can go home. It wont ( Read more... )

I wonder sometimes if I am just too truthful for most people. I think of how I want to be and how I think and its pretty insane. When I tell a person the things I think, even if they ask, they really dont know how to respond. I do not say things to get this reaction like some people but I get it everytime ( Read more... )

I have alittle less than 2 months to go until I am out of tallahassee for good. I hate it here. I have no friends and I am so alone. I never get to have fun and my whole life is about my classes, which I hate, homework for those classes and my work which is horrible. My back never stops hurting and now I am sick. I miss just having fun with people ( Read more... )