i hate life sometimes its like. no one cares anymore. i can help everyone but me and i dont understand why. maybe i deal with everyone elses drama so i dont have to deal with my own. i just dont want to live anymore, but it seems like when i get this way i go somewhere on my own away from people and watch the sunset or rise. maybe even do something ( Read more... )

well i guess imma do this to. just so i can give an asshole response to some one just like they did to me!!! just kiddin u know i love u buddy.

DO THIS:
Reply with your name or username and I'll tell you something I like about you.

Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal.

well i guess that is all so im going to go ttyl

I dont really have that much to talk about. The people that know me should know why i picked these lyrics to put on my journal tonight. Im gonna go now ( Read more... )

hey everyone. my brother called me today and preached for like an hour. my friends are still having problems and im not going to say whose wrong on here cause someone will get mad and i dont want that so im going to just let it go and i hope that everything gets better. im sure it will and i hope its someday soon. im going to get offa here. my soap ( Read more... )

hey everyone. hows it going. im not going to get into my twisted life. i went to my counselor today she says im suffering from severe anxiety and stress. who isnt? lol ( Read more... )

hello everyone. my day has been ok i guess i dont feel like talking about it much. i hate love movies. they always make me cry lol (will if you reading this i know ur calling me a puss in ur head):). they always work out so great in the end. theres the ones where the people have known eachother all their lives and they fall in love but the guy has ( Read more... )

if parents dont want kids then why do they have them? I feel like i have nothing left.I'm loosing friends, some i thought i had but they were never really there. i have like two friends left. My mom and i used to have a relationship that i cant even explain. i used to tell her everything now if i tell her ANYTHING it gets back to dad. I had my ( Read more... )

hey people its april fools day and i didnt get one damn person!!!! It sux balls. Anyways. Im at home all weekend. My mom isnt getting me this weekend. I have an appointment in Ashville on Saturday morning. Yuck! I have to get up early tomorrow. My spring break is as good as over. I'm so bored I have resorted to watching smallville i used to watch ( Read more... )

im a mistake and i know it. my mom told me this about a month ago. I just want to be wanted by someone or to be needed I help people all the time but yet no one helps me. I never ask for it. My mom says i help other people with their problems so i dont have to deal with my own. shes right. i dont know how to help myself. I just try to make as many ( Read more... )

hey im doing allot better today. I went skating last night for the first time in forever. made some new friends one of them is named Adrien. HE IS FINE!!!!lol. I had a blast and i whopped Chris's ass in basket ball. I NEVER whoop anyones ass in anything. My brother was always good at basket ball not me. Its easter sunday so everyones at church and ( Read more... )