time with ruby was well spent. although, i'll be the first to admit, we could have spent more time together if i wasn't such a flake. sorry about thursday ruby ( Read more... )

well ruby's back home now. oh how i missed her so. we saw eachother today at grandma's house and rumaged through her garage finding all sorts of neat trinkets and treasures to keep seeing as how the house is going to be up for sale soon. i'm so not happy about that. we still have many a plan to hang out this week though. i hope we have a blast. ( Read more... )

i just got home from the sanctuary,ha yeah on a friday. i drank a bit too much but i saw art so it was alllllllll goood. i am officially on vacation!!! i don't have to go back to work until tuesday after next! ha,and ruby comes home tomorrow,technically today! hoorah! i miss her so. we are going to hang out lots while she's here,so i hope. and NINE ( Read more... )

How You Really Feel About SexYour desire is best described as anxious!.
You need 25 minutes of foreplay.
During sex, you feel enthralled.
At orgasm, you think "Fuck Yeah!".
At orgasm, you say "I Love My Life!".
Your ideal sexual experience is amazing.
After sex, you'd like your partner to tell you "That Smile's Not Coming Off For A While!".

How ( Read more... )

with reggie and the full effect. i just got home from the show tonight. carina and myself met up with freddy and melissa so that was pretty cool. i haven't had a chance to hang out with them in a while. the show was AMAZING! they sounded so good and they played my 3 favorite songs. haha, they even covered slayer's 'raining blood'. damn that was ( Read more... )

just got back from the sanctuary. i'm tired but can't sleep. i have annoying things like boys,mainly named art,on my mind. who knows what the hell is going on with that. we are going out tuesday night. we'll see what unfolds ( Read more... )

the same place i am every saturday night...communion/sanctuary. i went alone hoping to meet up with carina but she went to a house party with the west siders again. haha, west siders. i did however meet up with jesse,damon,amy,and jay along with matt and adria. and of course the ravishing <3ART<3 was there. basically it was the same ol' thing. lots ( Read more... )

and i can't sleep. bah to these damn feelings. i want to be held by someone who cares. i want to feel wanted by someone else. i want to share my interests and the things that make me happy with somebody. i don't know why i'm getting a change of heart. as recently as a month ago i had the worst outlook on relationships and wanted nothing to do with ( Read more... )

i haven't gone to bed yet and i'm getting tired now. i have to be up at 8, work at 9, so sleep is pointless ( Read more... )

local h played in austin tonight and i just knew i had to be there. jesse and matt went seperately and left about an hour before i did and alex led me to believe he wanted to go. when he told me he didn't want to after all i was a bit annoyed but decided to venture out on my own for a change. the drive was nice. i love driving long distances alone ( Read more... )