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On the T last night, there was this woman. I'm almost certain she was younger than me. She reminded me a great deal of saxchicbeth, only more buxom. She was obviously tired, so I showed her a seat when it opened up. She had a cute green ipod sock for her cell phone. I talked to her a little bit. She had a sort of energy to her even when she was that tired, and she was witty. She had cute fidget actions.
I wish there were some way I could come up with as a male stranger to tell someone, "I barely know you but I think you're beautiful and in the little interaction we've had I've found you intriguing so I'd like the chance to communicate with you again". (I feel like that runon sentence wants a "kthnx" at the end.) But whenever I think about doing that in person, my brain shouts me down, reminding me how I just look like another intimidating sketchy guy. And now I remember seeing that she had a name badge of some kind, and I wish I'd done the stalkery thing and memorized her name. I also now wish there were some way to track her down that wasn't even sketchier. But therein lies the problem... I'm not sure there's a way to actively find her again that wouldn't be even more sketchy. I just have to hope that serendipity puts us in the same traincar again. And that just stinks.
I wish there were some way I could come up with as a male stranger to tell someone, "I barely know you but I think you're beautiful and in the little interaction we've had I've found you intriguing so I'd like the chance to communicate with you again". (I feel like that runon sentence wants a "kthnx" at the end.) But whenever I think about doing that in person, my brain shouts me down, reminding me how I just look like another intimidating sketchy guy. And now I remember seeing that she had a name badge of some kind, and I wish I'd done the stalkery thing and memorized her name. I also now wish there were some way to track her down that wasn't even sketchier. But therein lies the problem... I'm not sure there's a way to actively find her again that wouldn't be even more sketchy. I just have to hope that serendipity puts us in the same traincar again. And that just stinks.