Want a definition of living life? Try focusing on one subject through lack of sleep and food for about 2 weeks. I mean eating, drinking, sleeping, and breathing this one subject and then at just one moment deciding that you were ready. This is finally the stage i have come to for APCS. The best part is i really feel like i kno something useful. I ( Read more... )

I hate doing all this work with a fiery passion that consumes my soul. Studying for two Aps is like systematically burning urself with a match. It's painful and incredibly useless but it eventually makes u more resistant to the fire. This should be good considering i have spent the last year of my life trapped in my little nerd hut of a basement ( Read more... )

Wow chanel day kicked so much ass. I mean seriously I had a better time than ive had in a while. It sucks so much that as we get older the way we hang out is indoors or at the movies, I mean seriously it was the coolest thing just being able to get out and play some good old fashioned ultimate frisby. I mean sure i now have scraped shins(someone ( Read more... )

Well ive had a journal for a while but just wanted to keep it well a private journal. But then Jamie helpfully pointed out that i say half this crap out loud ne way so it's not really private(thank u for that jamie....). Long story short im letting all the stupid crap like migraine pill overdoses and community service horrors out in the open while ( Read more... )

I am seriously more stressed than i have been in my entire life. Not at this exact moment, but this year in general. But anywho.... My weekend was kickass. I went on Nazareth and I had a really cool group. In it were John, Jenny, Manda, Christie(allpass), Mary Beth, and Chris Gilchrist. So i was pretty psyched. I think i learned a lot about a lot ( Read more... )

Woah this is weird. I took my migraine pills because i had a headache. Seriously the headache's gone but i can't really think. I played with a rubber band for at least a half hour b4 i realized that wasn't normal. Seriously drugs(legal or not) mess with ur head man. I can't even like focus in on ne subject. Weeeeeiiiiiiirrrrrrd.

Community service was cool. I went with two really cool people both who I really enjoyed spending time with and seeing them in a more spiritual context. (This was lessened only by the incessant questioning of one of them "So.... who do u like ( Read more... )