Probably Too Good To Be True

[ndrewsleuth]

I can tell my PMS is kicking in. I broke a favorite bowl yesterday, & ruined a couple other things. I'm having a hard time getting things done. My "LLF" has been sending his usual sweet emails claiming how bad he wants to be with me. At this point, I'm feeling the same, & normally wouldn't jump into something ever like this...it just feels right.

Comments

[purpleberry]

Door County hahah what a weird sounding place.

[ndrewsleuth]

I know it does sound weird. It's a really beautiful vacation area that is by the water. A lot of wealthy people live there, there's camping, neat shops, beaches, nature etc. My brother is lucky to be working & living there. The downfall is that when it snows a lot, he might be stuck for awhile. I'll find out tomorrow if he lives close or far from things. Also, we have a little town called Euren, pronounced "Urine", lol! And there's Dykesville, & one I've never been to, called Spread Eagle. Some of the street names are quite interesting too.

[purpleberry]

I see can see myself getting lost in fucksville.
I'm doing a friends list cut so I can go emo, It's hard like some people haven't updated for 100 or so weeks, why do they get to sit back and have my brain waves, there is a couple I don't want there but don't mind them being on facebook.
I guess if they remove me from facebook, it's cool. I hating hurting people.

[ndrewsleuth]

Hopefully you will never consider deleting me. I enjoy your "brain waves", it's therapy for me to have an online friend that goes through some of the same issues as me. I'll make effort to post more often. I just joined FB mid February. I know hurting people sucks, but you have to look out for yourself most importantly. My ex deleted half of his friends on FB because they never posted anything. I still have yet to say "hi" to a girl that friended me that was my best friend during high school. She was on my brother's list & friended me, it's nice, but I really don't know what to say. I'll think of something soon.