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[neal_011088]

Honestly, I'm sorry, I didn't want you to have to find that out that way, actually at all for that matter, but things have changed in more ways than you or I will ever know and thats why things are the way they are now. The things that have been done have been done and they don't change the person we knew, they don't make the person we know now.

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[m_boehm08]

what happened now neal? i am always here! call me!

[steph_lee]

I'm equally sad with you...but you're right. What's been done has been done. And I know she appreciated finding out...probably more than you could ever know. It is much better that she know then anyone try and keep it a secret. And I know she still cares for that person...maybe not romantically, but at least as a friend. What has happened to our group, Neal? I wish we could all just stick together...

[neal_011088]

I don't know, I wish it could go back to the good old days. Back when none of this bs was a problem, before any of us had tried anything, before the thought had even crossed any of our minds. But then again I don't know maybe there is a reason for all this change.

[steph_lee]

I definitely have quite a bit to pray about now...I don't think it was a one-time deal like we'd hoped...

[neal_011088]

Well I did happen to talk to him today, and as far as that goes it was a one time deal, sports and everything are more important to him thankfully, not to say it won't ever happen again but I don't foresee it any time soon. I'm glad you can still have faith as far as everything goes, thats a good thing, far from anything I would ever be able to do.

Throw me a prayer or two while you are at it, I'm trying to get away from everything myself and so far I'm doing well. I just seem to be tired of it all now, its no fun, nothing has the appeal it did, maybe more changes are happening for the better for me.

I hope you had a better day today than yesterday, maybe time will have to heal this one but hopefully time will do so quickly.