Post 4

[nearandfaraway]

Matt is here

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[xguns_blazingx]

Hmm, you watch me..?

More than once, ducky. You're fun to watch. You have the same facial expression when you work and when you play but.. But when you play you let your guard down more. You're too distracted to guard yourself, or at least guard your eyes. That's what I like seeing. But, you know, if it bugs you, I can stop.

I'd hope you like me being your friend. 'Cos I like you being mine.

[nearandfaraway]

...I like watching you. Is that a problem?

... (///) It... doesn't bother me. It's just... a bit unusual. Slightly unexpected. Mildly makes one self-conscious. Makes me blush.

You like seeing my eyes...?

I... I do like being your friend. A lot. And... thanks.

[xguns_blazingx]

Not really, no. I just don't think I'm very um, interesting.

I can stop if you like. I noticed.

I like seeing the emotion.

You do? That's good. Hnn.. 'Thanks'? For what?

[nearandfaraway]

I think you are. And I'm the one watching you.

It doesn't bother me. I... kind of like it. It makes me feel noticed, somehow. If it did, I would have made some thinly-veiled snide comment about it or flat-out called you on it and asked you to stop. Notice I haven't.

...why?

For being my friend. And telling me that.

[petite_shadow]

You sure like to monologue, don't you?

[nearandfaraway]

I believe this is my personal journal, meant more for me and my thoughts and feelings than anyone else's.

I'm not forcing you to read it. Your complaint is invalid; it would only be accurate if I posted this publicly on the community, which I did not.

Pleasant day.

[petite_shadow]

First off, I was not complaining; I merely made an observation. And really, if this was that personal to you, you would've modified the entry to "private".

And it is a pleasant day, isn't it? Hehehe~

[nearandfaraway]

I'm afraid you misunderstand me; 'personal' meaning 'about me', not 'private'. Though, perhaps I misunderstood you as well, if you were not complaining or criticizing or being in any way challenging. It's considerably hard to tell one's tone of voice through a computer medium, after all.

Who might you be?

[maraihi]

Congrats. Good friends are hard to find.

[nearandfaraway]

Thank you.

Are they? Why do you suppose that is?

[maraihi]

Well, if you want a cynical view of the world, it's because most people are out for themselves and don't give a crap about what happens to anyone else.

[nearandfaraway]

Cheery... I'll keep that in mind...

[rgalewsk]