don't take offense, i'll make ammends, just jump the fence and let it go

[nearlysnapping]

lets get some boring stuff out of the way. oh, and i am having a fight with the shift keys right now, so excuse the lack of capitals

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[eskimopencil]

it's always interesting to read how someone views themselves because from what i've seen, you do things all the time. most of my entries are like this one and i wish that weren't true. but since i've been taking celexa and welbutrin, most of those constant feelings of loneliness, bored, depression and purposelessness have subsided. it is a staple of my personality. no drug could make me hate things less or be less cynical, it isn't possible. but i feel like i'm a little bit more in control, which is a good feeling. it's strange to me that you are so sensitive and would write something like this because it took me a year not to be afraid of you and another (and still counting) to feel that i could ever know you. you are like elliot a lot, distant. but i love you dearly and i may get a cell phone soon and i will expect you to call me at any hour of the day.