I know what I know and all I know is that I fell ( Read more... )

Dear world, are things getting better? I just had a talk to-day with someone who I thought I might never see again. Once I broke her heart. Then she broke mine, so I guess we're even, but I still feel strange when I talk to her. I very wish things between us had gone differently, as much as my life would be different if it had ( Read more... )

I sort of feel better to-day than I have been for the past few days, which is to say I guess I'm not quite so as depressed as I've been due partially or in whole to a person who I have been having a fight with for a very long time, since we talked and are no longer in conflict. I think this will be a beginning for me, which is nice because I ( Read more... )

hrm. Yesterday I often said to myself that the events of the day would make a good movie, if I were the type to embark upon such halfbaked endeavors, not because of it's particular awe or ridiculous situations, but because of the people involved and how well they fit together like they know one another, and also because I think I could pull off a ( Read more... )

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Are you sick of people telling you to stop pretending to be something you're not, when all the while you feel as if all you are is one who pretends to be someone else and that sort of makes up who you are, or does this sort of creative criticism actually make you feel better and you wish more people would be brutally honest (because you know, I ( Read more... )

Hello. To-day, I watched the Donnie Darko directors cut at the oaks theatre. 'Twas neat. I've actually been noticing that I've seen a lot more movies recently than is usual. Probably about ten or twelve in four days, and these are just the ones that were new to me. I also, in that time, rewatched Bill and Ted, The Matrix, True Romance, Very ( Read more... )

I AM 61% EMO!
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No one panic. I haven't died and arisen. Yea, its been one fuck of a long time since I posted. Maybe you animals will be satisfied with this. Arrgh. It feels good to type again. I feel the need to tell you guys that I will not be posting anymore, because I am giving this name to a friend. I am sure you wont mind, since I never post anyway. ( Read more... )

Fuck, again. I figured some stuff out, and I wrote some stuff down, but mostly I suppose I should tell about that guy. His name, as he later told me, is Jack. A little unassuming, I know, but I don't think it's an alias. And I am now staying here, at his flat, although that does fall into the story later ( Read more... )