i hate being not in love
I want my sweet girl to hold
i want my love back
I want to hold her little hand
i want to rest my chin on her curly head
and still be in love while im doing it
why did the love leave me yet still hurts me ?

my heart is an empty room where my loniliness echoes all the way up to my brain

I want to go fishing with my dad ( Read more... )

I am bored out of my skull ( Read more... )

I need some southern food right now
NEED
I need
Brunswick Stew
Succatash
Carolina BBQ
Hush Puppies
Squash n Onions
Fried Okra
Corn Pudding
Sweet Tea

right now

I wish I had a replicator right about now
I mean I know how to make all these things but I am lazy and want to go out for them.

I have a giant hole in my tummy
I am always hungry
I always have a headache
why?

Ive pretty much decided that whole milk keifer is better than the kind made with 2 ( Read more... )

I have a terrible time turning my brain off. It never wants to stop. I think too much. My brain wants me to do things I don't want to do. My dreams are completely consumed with obsessions. I lucid dream obsessive compulsive behavior, I change my thought pattern to where it is okay to be that way and then my brain gets lost from reality. I repeat ( Read more... )

Well I do not know what is wrong ( Read more... )

I am decidely annoyed at loud music ( Read more... )

I recently got denied for food stamps. That makes me real sad. I have been not having enough money for food. Its pretty not fun. I had to borrow food from work. I can budget and things and scrape by untill I can somehow get another job or a cheaper apartment ( Read more... )