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[neater_beater]

well its pretty late in the night. i have to get up in about 7 hours so i can go work for my dad and be tired as ever. i cant wait until i can spend a whole day with Ryan it seems lately that we both have been so busy, me trying to find a job and him getting his new one. it scares me sometimes when i think about us. I cant imagine loving him any

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[chanceypoo]

yeah thats right. sunday sunday sunday. you know you miss me and you cant go another....week....without seeing me. i'm the coolest ever. we can go do some fun (cheap) stuff. and it will be good times. even if it includes sittin around watchin movies and talkin. it will be glorious. you better enjoy and not forget to call me or i'll be upset.

p.s. yeah, you better not forget to call me sunday

[chelsea_beth]

yeah, allison and i are doing wonderfully. we love each other and are having a great time, staying out of trouble as well, we learned fast that part of getting away from the colon shit is not letting colon guys come hang out with us, because colon drama comes along with them, but as far as being on our own, we're doing great, we just need to learn to fuck our pasts and screw the colon drama. it's crazy once you get out how much you realize all the small town drama that exists around you, there's nowhere near as much back-stabbing and and bickering up here, mainly because people up here have better things to do with their time, i suppose. there are a lot of people i know that are going to go away to college this month and not know how to let go of all the shit in coldwater and colon and whatnot, so i honestly wish you all the best of luck in letting go of what you know and what feels safe in it's own subconsciously hurtful ways to yourselves and others, and hope that you can all make lives for YOURSELVES. good luck dudes.