my nieces are the cutest nieces anyone could ever ask for ( Read more... )

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ok, so my current struggle is money. i go to school 3 days a week. for 2 hours on each of those 3 days i have work study. i work about 3 days a week at reebok ... the number of days is not my choice ... they cut hours again ... and they did what they always do ... they hired someone new. so now we have an extra person (that has more hours than most ( Read more... )

can someone please tell me why i feel the need to go out and do something completely and utterly fucking insane. and no matter what i do ... large or small ... nothing seems to fill this desire. current desire: running away for a while and coming back in a few months/years and seeing how it goes. i'm bored and frustrated. oh, but let's review ... ( Read more... )

i feel like i used to get more angry than i do now. now i just get depressed or sad.

i want to feel my heart pound out of my chest.

there's not enough music or noise to quiet my thoughts.

i finally know how he felt. not fully. bot somewhat.. 3 years after the fact.

i have so much on my mind that i want to write but i'm so fucking exhausted. i'll write some later. goodnight.

so i was working at dave & buster's in franklin mills for a little while. it sucked. i quit a week ago. it's been a pretty easy going week. i don't think i'm cut out to be a waitress ... at least not as a second job. as miserable as i was at friday's i made money there. and i did have bad nights where i didn't, but i made a decent amount of money ( Read more... )

So I've been seeing this guy since February. He's pretty cool. He's 24 (yes, I finally graduated to older men from of younger boys). He's a Penn State grad. He has a job as a district manager of a company called College Works. He has a car. He likes rock music and classic rock too! He likes to have a good time. He's a few inches taller than me ... ( Read more... )

This is a possible game plan for Thursday (I have off both jobs ( Read more... )

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