Comments | nebraskanboy: Lots of reflections, the boys of my past

nebraskanboy

Lots of reflections, the boys of my past

Oct 20, 2006 22:11

Where to start.....I guess we should start with a timeline...here goes the brief story of what my life has been since I came out, a look into the boys of my past, what they taught me, what the mistakes were, the feelings involved, the problems....this is all in an attempt to clear my mind out before I make a decision regarding Craig.

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djzoom October 23 2006, 04:17:18 UTC

"and it touched my heart like a few other things have."

you have no idea what you did for me...Niels..take Craig and run for the gold!
life is short and we all need to love others more than we get loved back..I will always hold you deep in my heart as my dearest LJ buddy and friend..I also miss your eveil twin, chris has not answered a single email of mine as well, but I know he lives in us both! I still remember the night we walked him through with his parents and his is coming out to them...you were a wonder for him that night! Take care and love Craig..let yourself be free and love my boi..love from that deep soul that you have and enjoy Craig..let it happen! Let it be that wonder you need and want! You will be surprised at what you will find!

deej

I guess I should have emailed all this, but I have no time :)

nebraskanboy October 27 2006, 18:07:28 UTC

An email wouldn't hurt :P
but, as always, any sort of contact with you makes my day.
I'm now in a relationship with Craig and I have many reasons to believe I might have a future with him if we put the effort to do so.
He's really sweet, very sarcastic, fashion-driven...lol....green eyes....cute, and well......endowed....lol
I think that's more than enough

Niels "I'm letting it happen, no more forcing things, no more pretending, just me...all natural, all honest, ready to fall for him....time will tell"

yamakito October 26 2006, 17:31:52 UTC

okay... now i suddenly want to go out and do this... i think everyone should do something like it... i know it could help them... but you actually did it! wow... that's amazing... i admire someone who can tell everyone exactly what they think of any particular person.
much <3,
your blue eyed babe

nebraskanboy October 27 2006, 18:01:10 UTC

It did help me to do this. Most of the personal posts I write as of late are basically here to help me think, to go over my thoughts in case I need to stop myself from making a mistake.
*gay hugs*

Niels "no more going to the dark side...time to get up and make it a way (T.Yorke)"