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[nebuchadnezzarx]

If there is one question that I wish I could never hear ever again in my life, it would have to be "So why did you and Rebecca break up?" Now under most circumstances I simply reply because I'm an asshole, which though is a fact, it is not the real reasoning. I devulged to one person today the truth, but didn't like doing so, I find writing much

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[eulalla]

There is no such thing as a broken person

[nebuchadnezzarx]

When one does not function properly, they are broken. Therefore, I am one of many broken people. Unlike many broken people, the buck stops with me.

[gaijiin]

Even if we concede that you are somehow broken, I fail to see how this makes you less desirable.....

[nebuchadnezzarx]

Beyond the fact that I'm an extremely negative person because of it, I'm not totally sure. I think there is a certain amount of coping all people have to do with something, to some it is more than others. I truly think that she couldn't or didn't want to deal with it anymore. Though I still don't think she grasps the full anger this created in me either, beyond other factors not being taken into consideration into this as well. I think she wanted me to understand, I did, but it isn't something that is all together taken with a grain of salt. I not only lost her because of it, I lost face with some people as well, enough for them to place a few more blades in my back. But thankfully I'm vengeful and a few people are going to get the same back stabbing thrown right back at them soon enough since they decide to still talk shit seven months after the fact. So, since I always listen to people and mostly memorize what they say, some juicy rumors and trash talk are going to get leaked to other people and some people are going to have a few

[stpararenex]

For some reason this makes me sad.

[eulalla]

Don't be sad, it is a beautiful day and you are beautiful in it