den haag motor rock

[nebulababy]

oh WOW
EVERYONE
tonight. was. unbelievable. as in, i actually can't believe what happened, happened.
first of all: i am drinking some weird spicy tea the english way with sugar and milk and listening to orange sunshine's speedmy day started out not-so-fantastic, but i'll cover that at the end

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[onewaystreet73]

SOMEONE'S GETTIN' LLLLLLAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIDDDDDDD.

[nebulababy]

i had a pretty horrible bout of thinking about this, okay that's an exaggeration, but if he was drunk it makes a difference, right?
i mean, what if when he sees me again he doesn't think i'm pretty at all?
the only consolation i have to combat those thoughts are that he wasn't piss drunk and that he wrote down two e-mails and not just one.
i sent him an e-mail last night, so hopefully i'll get a reply later on today. but the bassist from dzjenghis khan i think kind of likes me, we've been e-mailing back and forth, but he lives in S.F, but he's coming to holland in april and playing this stoner heavy psychedelic rock festival called roadburn.

[onewaystreet73]

OF COURSE he'll still be attracted to you. He's obviously really interested if he gave you all those ways to contact him. Don't worry, he wants your hot lovin'. How do all these bands end up playing in the Netherlands at the same time you're there?? That's destiny.

[mouthwater]

this sounds like a fucking dream. and we thought shit like this could never happen. thats fuckin beast. i cant wait to see how things progress

and Yes about the going out alone thing. last night i went to this poetry thing, i felt guilty about not inviting Hannah, my roommate, the sweetest girl you'll ever meet, but my gut just said not to and BAM i met this attractive vagabond and his friends
this is his text to me late that night:

Hey its benny here. Twas nice to meet you this evening, i look forward to knowing you..(insert contact legestics) talk to ya soon xoxo

that would have never happened if i was out with another person

ALSO!!!!
Owen called me up and asked me to aesop rock on the third.FUCK YEAH. i've been kicking myself ever since i missed his gig in boston.

[nebulababy]

i know! i couldn't believe it. but now i'm starting to think that it actually WAS too good to be true, because i haven't heard anything back. it's making me quite sad. but i KNOW i will see him again. oh my god emily, brmc is touring again. they're coming to amsterdam in june. it's already doing strange things to my stomach. i haven't stopped thinking about him. i really hope things work out with dion and carson though. really really hope.

i was actually going to title this journal entry "why i now LOVE going to shows alone" but i kept forgetting.
YES see? i think i'm just going to go alone to things from now on.

isn't this so much easier now that we're not in america? i feel like american guys won't look you in the eyes and they're all so insecure and protective. i fucking LOVE THIS

tell me more about owen and HELL YES aesop...nice, is he paying for your ticket, too?

I NEED VISUAL ACCOMPANIMENT.

[mouthwater]

YES. think makes me think one of two things