"i have a different tolerance from christine and emily, i think my ears are already somewhat screwed, so i can take it louder and not have any noticeable effect afterwards (like, no ringing)."
rationalization. you don't measure hearing loss from how much ringing you get afterwards. if you're consistently spending long periods of time around even moderately loud noise, you're losing hearing each and every time. truuuust me i know what a difference it is to put in earplugs but it comes down to if you're interested in being able to hear in 30 or 40 years. i'm just saying!!
you and sarah are the least fun comments EVERRR because i never understand sarah's and yours are like i'm going to take this one really impersonal sentence and disagree with it! YEAH!
i was pissed at specific actions, perceived motivations that i could never have actually understood if i had not said anything. you know, after i found out how you felt about those things i wasn't pissed anymore. i still disagreed with the volume thing, but i wast mad. i guess its about what type of friendship we want, because if we're going to be brutally honesty we're obviously going to offend each other. it was never a general disgusting outlook on you. i know there were times when you abolutely hated things about me. i dont think these things really matter. yeah, we should have been nicer to eachother but its just too fucking hard to find people in this world who actually give a fuck to hold on to that shit. we're both fighting for it, you know, to not be complacent, to make it happen, because anything less would be suicide. and we both wont let anything stop us---i think thats why we feel when we don't hang out for a while that it wouldn't matter if we just slipped out of eachother's lives. because sure, we dont need
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rationalization. you don't measure hearing loss from how much ringing you get afterwards. if you're consistently spending long periods of time around even moderately loud noise, you're losing hearing each and every time. truuuust me i know what a difference it is to put in earplugs but it comes down to if you're interested in being able to hear in 30 or 40 years. i'm just saying!!
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thanks for explaining
and i think you got the key to it all in that
i'm at anna's right now haha i miss you
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