...Mn. But I am reacting... Poorly. I am frustrated, certainly, and also grieved -- it's a painful thought. I am unsure how much of my anger is justifiable frustration, and how much is simply a selfish desire to protect myself.
Raphael is a frustrating individual. His actions tonight were foolish and hurtful. I can't defend them, but I can't bring myself to condemn him for wanting to save someone I care for, as well.
I know there are several other people who care about Raphael, and for whom I had rather assumed he cared in turn. Moreover, there are people who were depending on him -- while Camp is in this state -- one of whom is literally disintegrating without Raphael's intervention... to think he would abandon all that without much thought is... disheartening.
I understand the impetus, and I do not condemn his actions... but I can likewise neither condone them. Forgive me-- I'm sure Raikou is a fine individual; but he is merely that: an individual.
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Yes, I'm sure. He-- he likes to substitute apology for simply not following through on ill-advised or poorly thought out actions, I have noticed.
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Yes, I suppose he does.
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Being cross at him wont make the situation any better, though. Here, let me fetch your clothes out--
[Goes to do that]
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My apologies; my being unpleasant will not make the situation better, either.
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You have a right to be irritated, I think.
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--And of course; you couldn't hardly wear them as they were.
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I know there are several other people who care about Raphael, and for whom I had rather assumed he cared in turn. Moreover, there are people who were depending on him -- while Camp is in this state -- one of whom is literally disintegrating without Raphael's intervention... to think he would abandon all that without much thought is... disheartening.
I understand the impetus, and I do not condemn his actions... but I can likewise neither condone them. Forgive me-- I'm sure Raikou is a fine individual; but he is merely that: an individual.
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There's nothing to forgive. Raikou will be upset about this, too.
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