im done for a while

his mother held his
photograph opening the
new york times to see

i will be leaving soon
i dont know where
but i will be gone

im tired of it
bring on 90+ degrees weather

Young Abdel Mahdi (Shahmay) was only 18 years old ( Read more... )

i gave a kid from school a ride home today
he caught me on the way to my car
i didnt know him and he didnt know me
we started driving and i just made small talk
i asked where he was from
he said heaven
i asked where that is he said straight up
i chuckled and he said i bet its been a long hard time for you going to full sail
i agreed.

apparently i wrote this
http://thisisby.us/index.php/content/i_can_talk_big.../metro/boston

i saw a woman throwing up in the bushes at 4pm in front of a store
this didnt seem out of place for some reason

i saw some girls that were at the new years eve party.
i was getting sushi with my dads and saw them from the corner of my eye i didn't hear any talking so i assume they recognized me and didnt know my name the way i did the same.
i felt embarrassed that the lasting impression i left on them was a shirtless me yelling into the faces of others.

i havnt smoked in a few days
then it happens
i smell it on him
we both know each other smoke but don't talk about it
i havnt wanted to smoke
but i do now
the search begins
glovebox no
center console no
under seat no
side panel no
under back seat yes
reds, not my 1st but it will do
two left.
damn it.