A Favour House Atlantic
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:
1. All you do is whine, you don't realise how much your subculture hates you.
2. Your selfishness and inability to be nice to anyone is causing everyone harm.
3. I'm trying so hard, but I'm running out of understanding for you.
4. Every knows you've slept with men, we just wish you could come out to us.
5. It's nearly seven years ago, but I'm sorry for what I did.
6. Seriously, shut up man. No one can bare to hear your rambling stories that have no relevance.
7. I'm sorry I don't keep in touch like I should. I'm scared.
8. You place too much faith in me, your reverence of me scares me.
9. You make me cry often.
10. I hate you. You don't even know your own daughter and you have the bombasity to talk to me like a child.
Nine Things About Myself:
1. I stopped understanding myself ages ago.
2. I'm still scared by intimacy
3. I'm more lonely than I ever admit
4. The only film's I cry at are American History X and Last of the Mohicans
5. I'm lazy when it comes to writing.
6. I don't think I've ever been in love.
7. I hate my libido with a passion.
8. I've never done anything worthwhile.
9. I have far more anger than I would ever admit too.
Eight Ways to Win My Heart:
1. Talk to me about P.K.D/Mars Volta/Coheed and Cambria, anything I'm very 'in to'.
2. Don't break my fucking Transformers
3. Breathe in my ear.
4. Sing softly to me.
5. Don't be afraid to mock me.
6. Get all stampy to the same songs I do.
7. Know about comics.
8. Look at me lovingly when I potter about the house singing 'Ten speed' or 'Al the Killer' in a jolly tone.
Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot:
1. My Conflict
2. My hypocrisy
3. What I should be doing with me life.
4. teh sechs
5. Song tunes
6. Seething hatred.
7. Story ideas.
Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:
1. Read a bit
2. Make the bed
3. try and remember to take some clothes off.
4. Decided at which end of the bed I'm sleeping at.
5. try and pray.
6. Watch a DVD or put Radio 4 on.
Five People Who Mean a Lot:
1. the memory of PKD
2. My kid sister
3. Buddha
4. dad
5. mum
Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now:
1. my eternal jeans
2. classic green army shirt
3. my skull mala
4. my emergency boots
Three Songs I Listen to a Lot: [at the moment]
1. The Gathering- Probably built in the fifties
2. Coheed and Cambria- In keeping of secrets of silent earth
3. Mars Volta- The heart of Roulette dares
Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die:
1. Write something worth publishing
2. Fall in love.
One Confession:
1. I say I have, but I've never recovered from my eating disorders.