nobody told her he had such a small dick..... nobody told her that the condom would slip off...... nobody told her his first time was with a prostitute..... nobody told her he fantasizes about 13 year olds(he's 18)..... nobody told her the sex would be horrible.... nobody told her how selfish he is..... nobody told her till after.... nobody told ( Read more... )

Everything is ok now.... I have an appoinment..... such a big relief....... idk..... i love you.... please forgive me.....

~the antelope~

This means so much to me right now ( Read more... )

Im so fucked!!!! I did something and those of u who know wut i did.... dont post anything about it.... please.... the information might hurt somebody... Im truely sorry for wut happened... oh man.... its almost sorted out... with a few calls and a trip or two... it'll b done with.... i dont even know if there is a problem but theres always a ( Read more... )

ok so am i wasting my time? .....i wanna have faith but it always eludes me... i want him.... know i'll never get him but he tells me im his... i get scared everytime i think about him.... i wonder if he's tellin the truth.... he really doesnt want me.... im just a hobby... but the tone in his voice makes me believe him.... he must b a great liar ( Read more... )

Dear Nick ( Read more... )

ok so...my mom lost her job, our house is falling apart and i need my friends badly....i dont know wut to do..... btw im in orc period 4.. he he he.... the whole leg situation is past inconveinence and its fucking frustrating..... i want to saw my leg off.... im in desperate need of weed..... idk... im bored... i'll write something real later... ( Read more... )

ok so it has come to jimmys attention that i haven't updated in ferever.... he's right... so... here goes..... nothing good has happened really, ever since nick died i dont think ive updated.... i dont know if theres any connection, plus my sister kicked me off her computer.... the only option left was kyle but here i am in school using my science ( Read more... )

Ok so yeah.... i haven't updated in a while.... so uh, i think ive benn kind of avoiding it..... i know i need to so i can look bak and remember..... does anybody else see that me and kyle r drifting apart..... i know we are but i try not to think about it... i have faith we'll get bak on track... im almost convinced that he cares.. i just have ( Read more... )

theres no food in the house so im starvin... plus i haven't had a cigg all day.... arghhh... well wut is there to say... im bored but content.... uhhh i think im an internet junkie... i may possibly b addicted... I'm babysittin again today so good yeah... and i have to clean the rat cage... i wrote some poems last nite about sumone i've never ( Read more... )