bah so it's been a while...nuthin's really new but i had nuthin 2 do so i figured i'd let whoever reads this shit know wut's goin on lately. So i'm all done training at work. I "graduated" friday and it was good. Now i'm on the floor. Today was the first full day of taking calls. It went aiight. I fucked up a few times but no1's perfect their first ( Read more... )

i am a fly.
I'm stuck in a spider's web.
They're approaching from all directions.
I'm being spun.
I can't breathe.
It's so cold.
Everything goes dark.
I see your face.
I can feel my pulse again.
It scares me.
Choke me again.

ok i think ppl don't give me enough credit sumtimes. It just bothers me that the second sumthin starts 2 go wrong, ppl think i'm gonna be sum sort of insecure psychopath. It needs 2 stop. If i need 2 talk 2 sum1 then i will. As of now things r ok. I can handle it. Thanx 4 the concern, it's very much appreciated.

um aiight so here i go. Family reunion was wicked. Sun, punch, babies, family, all that jazz. I spent a lot of time with my kids Ashley, Owen, Gabby, Nicholas. I missed them so freakin much. It was a good weekend but way 2 short. I might go back in 2 weeks though 4 the festival and spend more time with everyone. Amy came and my family welcomed her ( Read more... )

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phew so it's finally thursday :). I'm so f'in tired. I've consumed a retardedly small amount of sleep this week. I'm barely functioning at the moment, and i still hafta pack, get the fishies ready so that lee can take care of em while amy n i r gone, attend 2 josh cuz he apparently needs 2 urgently speak at me 4 a few hrs, and also deal wih a small ( Read more... )

You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.

Violent
88%
Exciting
81%
Hot
81%
Soft
75%
Wet
44%
Sweet
13%
Shy
6%
Awkward
0%
What is your sexual style?
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Sumtimes i wish my dreams could come true. I don't mean the kind of dreams u make while daydreaming, i'm talking about the dreams that develop during deep REM sleep where, according to Freud, your subconscious does its best work. I dreamt the other day that I could choose 2 erase my memory and never remember any of my horrible past which constantly ( Read more... )

I am stuck in limbo.
I understand where I stand.
I wish that i were u so that i could go on playing this charade.
I'm sorry to tell you that i am real.
Notice how i keep thinking about myself instead of you?