hello hello.. well i've finally gotten over james and i don't even wanna be with him anymore..i mean i don't regret all that we've had but in the same matter i'm glad i did go out with him cuz i've learned from it... and there won't be anymore of  me and him. cuz right now i'm alreday talkin to somebody and he is like the best thing tha ever ( Read more... )

ya well i didn't talk to him about it and i don't think i will.. imma juss leave it alone. its like in a way i wanna tell him like how i feel but i like juss can't. its juss so hard to let go of a relationship tat you don't want to end.. but.. neways.. i'm juss doin what i'm doin.. like we still talk and stuff.. the way i see it(to me) it seems ( Read more... )

hey! well i've been thinkin bout me and james and i've come to conclusions that i'm juss gunna break it off with him for good..(forever) from what i hear from my friends, he's been doin things behind my back. and i'm bout ta juss go off right now. i'm sick of him treatin me like shit every time we get back together.. he always does this kind of ( Read more... )

yo was happenin people.. mann i haven't written in my journal in forever. lol.umm.. not much has happened since me and james broke up. other than me not talkin to him for most of the week and then now me and him are talkin again. i guess he didn't think i was that pissed off about it.owell.. but anyways.. we're cool now. it's soo weird tho cuz like ( Read more... )

yah well me and james broke up yesterday.i was sooo pissed off..i'm not even talkin to him right now either..uugghh..its like all of a sudden everything is goin wrong.. i'm tired of all this bull shit in my life. i don't even know what to do. i just don't get it tho. if he wanted to be single still, then he shouldn't have even asked me back out in ( Read more... )

Sometimes people don't  understand the way they make a person feel when they do something that hurts them. usually when they do that, its because they don't care about you as much as they say they do or as you think they do... so don't always expect that the person you say that you love or says that they love you really does care a whole lot about ( Read more... )

i don't know whats up with james.. he's gettin on my last nerves with his shit.ok. this weekend he hasn't called me at all. and then when i I.M'ed him.. he didn't answer me and just put on his away message. it was like he didn't even wanna talk to me.but then he's at his track meet and everything. i don't know whats gotten into him but he need to ( Read more... )

This weekend has been great.. me and becca went to the movies on friday.. mann it was soo fun!! haha we were messin with ben ben and stuff, played a few video games ( haha..the truck driving game was soooo funn). neways... then saturday i juss stayed home and did nothing. and sunday James asked me back out. it was soo adorable :)! That made my day ( Read more... )

oooommmgg!!! yesterday was the best valentines in my life.. aww james got me some earings.. and i got him some chocolate...we were both in the best mood.. i was soo hyper.. i ate soo much candy that day. i'll never forget that day.. and then me and james had sooooo much fun yesterday.. (if u know what i mean).. wink wink**. but anyways......i kinda ( Read more... )

Hey guys.. right now i'm at my brothers friends house babysitting.. fun fun.. and then tomorrow i have to go my brother's b-ball game. Mann i have to wake up at like 7 in the mornin cuz he has to be at the rec at like 8:30 or 9. but then we have to drive to st. augustine.. and then wait for the other games to end and then watch his. his game is not ( Read more... )