OMG I'M GOING FUCKING CRAZY...IM DYING I CANT TAKE THIS I DONT GET IT I DONT WANT TO DIE ....ACTUALLY ALMOST NOT AT ALL I AM JUST GOING CRAZY AND I DONT GET IT HELP ME I WANT TO BE MORE CRAZY I WANT TO SEE GHOSTS!!! i want to BE a GHOST i want to be crazy and i want to scream.... help i dont get it what is wrong with me should i just die...? would ( Read more... )

Wow ok…. So yesterday, well last night, I like totally freaked, even worse than on Tuesday. Idk we were worshiping at church and I fought back the tears till we were done and then I left the room before the speaker spoke. I was blinded by my tears b4 I even got out of the building. My friend Jen followed me to comfort me and make sure I stayed ( Read more... )

OMG! I’m sooo tired…last night I was trippin’ on cough syrup and it was kina fun, tho, not as fun as I remembered it to be. I was more just tired this time…. Like right now… I cannot describe how tired I am. I want to get out of school. I cant think. Blah blah blah…..i wanna go to bed… I hate how my grandparents are so old fashion. The only want ( Read more... )

Ok so right now I am at summer school. YUCK! Summer school sucks! SCHOOL SUCKS!!! Life sucks …everything just sucks why even try? What is life…a period of time. We live…or in my case, live death… then we die and go to heaven or hell. God doesn’t seem to care for me enough to carry my back home, he just holds me above the fire so I don’t die AS FAST ( Read more... )

yea life sucks .... not that im extreamly depressed this minute really it does...it cant get better...we'll ok... i do KNOW it can get better... but that doesnt mean i BELIEVE i can to have the emotional strength to do so... i've been severly depressed now for so long that i have began to not even really have a reason for being depressed anymore... ( Read more... )