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[need_change17]

i am so fed up with myself. i can't believe i was doing so well, and i blew it tonight.i need to learn to hang out with friends and not stuff my face. i can't stop grabbing all my fat. there's so much of it. i can't believe i let myself go like this. i got to the point where ive now LOST almost 20 lbs from my high weight, and im still disgusting.

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[rubyredrubix]

*hugs* it's okay. You can't let the ED take away the good times and memories you are creating with your friends.
You've been doing great at reaching your goals, you'll get there soon! Just take it one day at a time :)