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i just purged for the first time ever. that was an epic reality check. i let myself get unhealthy about this, while fooling myself into thinking i was still in control. i still dont think i have an ED, but i need to get myself in check before i actually do develop one.
i am a size 6, so i'm not fat. i'm not skinny, but im sure as hell not fat. i ( Read more... )
i am a size 6, so i'm not fat. i'm not skinny, but im sure as hell not fat. i ( Read more... )
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I'm sorry you had such a slap in the face today... but at the same time I'm not. It's always SO good to be able to realize how deep you're getting when you still have a chance to get out.
I know you can be healthy and I know you won't let the ED tendencies take over. It might even be a good idea to take some time away from this community and away from other pro-ana sites, for the time being. I really hope you can keep hold of your control over your tendencies.
If you ever wanna talk, message me :)
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