uber happy day!!!!!!!! so happy. one year...never thought it would happen.

I love you Kerry.

first day of band camp, god am i sore. but thats what i get for not being in whimpy camp. hahaha. really don't wanna go back tomorrow. hard to believe i was a tad bit excited about it this morning, though this morning seems like an eturnity ago.

Band camp starts tomorrow. im excited but not at the same time. it hard to think that it is band time again already. and its hard to think that at this time last year i was just beginning on of the best things of my life. i mean weekend last year was the first time i went to kerry's house. in only three weeks we will have been going out for a year ( Read more... )

Nicole is a very happy panda, a little sore, tired and congested but happy panda none the less. didn't realize how much i missed her until she was in my arms. i can still smell her on my clothes. dont want to be away from her for this long ever agian.

so i went to therepy today. really wasn't that bad. Didn't really tell me much that i didn't already know. though she did say things that i like...like that she really wants me to get my license even if i don't have a car. something to do with independace. more or less just said that i need to give my parents time to adjust and that i still have to ( Read more... )

so i told them. and im not going to say im glad i did. b/c im not. but its better they hear it from me then kerry's dad, who to them is almost a complete stranger. mom is making me go see a therpist. b/c apperently there is something wrong with my head. *shrug* if it gets her off my back. just so ironic how when i was cutting myself, contimplaiting ( Read more... )

today was something else. cant tell u if it was good or bad. kerry came over and thats a good thing. but i made her cry and it kinda ruined the rest of the day. so yeah. and tomorrow i have to stop procrastinating and tell my mom i'm a lesbian. oh this is going to be fun. i can already tell.

its funny i found out today that Capt. D's owner's daughters are both bi. b/c kristie asked me if i was today and i told her i was. so we got talking and when she first brought it up she was intending to hook me up with the other girl that was bi b/c she saw us together and thought we would be cute together. but yeah its nice to know that i'm okay ( Read more... )

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I cut my hair.....i like it...looks good. can't complain about it. though it makes me feel very.....blonde. mom is happy it have her blonde child back.