We can try to talk it over
If you say you'll help me out
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Please don't ask me why
I want to see you happy
I want to see you shine
Don't worry baby, no need to fight
Don't worry baby, we'll be alright'>
What a big rash of shit my life has become. I want him back. He owns my body, my heart, my soul and he needs to KNOW they weren't shared with anyone else. He is my best friend. He is my responsible, practical half and I am his laidback, balls out half, how the fuck do we go without each other? All the things we are to one another and all he sees me for now is a liar. I'm nothing now that he wasn't in love with before and I have dedicated those three key things to him, heart body, soul. I'll grow out of lying about petty bullshit to save an ass chewing, I'll grow out of spending beyond my means and mismanaging my money, I'll grow out of all those things that make me a bad life partner, a shitty soul mate but I've given the best things and I haven't faltered on them, they are his and his alone. Why aren't our values more similar? Why can't he love me anymore?